Erin Holland reveals the private pain that hung over wedding to cricketer Ben Cutting

Something blue: Erin Holland reveals the private pain that hung over wedding day with cricketer Ben Cutting as they now face first hurdle as married couple

Erin Holland shared the happiest day of her life with husband Ben Cutting during their Byron Bay wedding on Saturday, February February 13.

But the model has confessed that she’s trying to remain in high spirits after enduring a ‘difficult week’ after saying ‘I do’ to her handsome cricketer beau. 

On Monday, Erin, 31, revealed her struggle with being apart from Ben as he was forced to postpone a honeymoon in favour of cricketing commitments overseas.

Something blue: Erin Holland (right) reveals the private pain that hung over wedding day with cricketer Ben Cutting (left) as they now face first hurdle as a married couple

‘Been a difficult week, coming from the high of the best day of my life, to saying goodbye to @cuttsy_31 for 4 months,’ she told fans.

Ben, 34, is playing in the Pakistan Super League (PSL 2021), which officially began on February 20.

Erin said she was ‘living vicariously’ through beautiful congratulatory messages and photos and videos from their special day. 

‘I am definitely reliving it through the photos and videos to remind myself I didn’t dream it,’ she told one friend in the post’s comment section.

'Been a difficult week, coming from the high of the best day of my life': The model enjoyed her big day, but knew her husband would have to leave her shortly after for an international trip

‘Been a difficult week, coming from the high of the best day of my life’: The model enjoyed her big day, but knew her husband would have to leave her shortly after for an international trip

'Saying goodbye to @cuttsy_31 for 4 months': The newlyweds were forced to postpone a honeymoon as Ben takes part in the Pakistan Super League (PSL 2021) without Erin

‘Saying goodbye to @cuttsy_31 for 4 months’: The newlyweds were forced to postpone a honeymoon as Ben takes part in the Pakistan Super League (PSL 2021) without Erin

The happy couple wed earlier this month after rescheduling their wedding twice due to the global coronavirus pandemic.

Erin was every inch the blushing bride, wearing three J’Aton couture designs over the two-day festivities, while Ben donned a grey suit from Alex Goodman Custom.

Her bridesmaids, which included fitness guru Lauren Vickers, wore white gowns from Rebecca Vallance.

They did it! The pair tied the knot on February 13 at the Elements of Byron's Heart of the Bay. The couple were forced to reschedule their wedding twice due to the gloabal pandemic

They did it! The pair tied the knot on February 13 at the Elements of Byron’s Heart of the Bay. The couple were forced to reschedule their wedding twice due to the gloabal pandemic

Just married: Erin also shared a picture of their new wedding bands during their wedding weekend expressing how much she was going to miss Ben

Just married: Erin also shared a picture of their new wedding bands during their wedding weekend expressing how much she was going to miss Ben

A stunning pink and white floral archway by Kashaya Co overlooked the beach for the nuptials, and the bride and groom exchanged rings by Affinity Diamonds.

Celebrity guests included hairstylist Remington Myer and AFL star couple Kieren and Charlotte Jack.

In November, Erin told Daily Mail Australia that 2020 had been a ‘difficult’ year with lockdown and border restrictions, and having to reschedule their wedding twice.

‘I had that period where we were all in lockdown and it kind of felt that we were in it together and I was with Ben and I came back from working overseas,’ Erin began.

‘That time together was lovely, we never ever spent more than a couple of weeks in a row together. Rescheduling the wedding twice now has not been fun.’

‘It’s been quite a stress and the longer it goes on, the harder it is to get your head around,’ she said.

Struggles: In November, Erin told Daily Mail Australia that 2020 had been a 'difficult' year with lockdown and border restrictions, and having to reschedule their wedding twice

Struggles: In November, Erin told Daily Mail Australia that 2020 had been a ‘difficult’ year with lockdown and border restrictions, and having to reschedule their wedding twice