Bella Hadid ‘took some time away to reflect and learn about myself’

Bella Hadid returns to Instagram after weeks to reveal she ‘took some time away to reflect and learn about myself’

Bella Hadid uploaded a post to her main Instagram page this Thursday for the first time since January 5.

The 24-year-old wrote: ‘I took some time away to reflect and learn about myself in a way that would be too much to explain at the moment , but with time I will express.’

At the end of a lengthy caption about her off-time she wrote: ‘Take time to get help for your mental health. It’s worth it to get to your full potential.’

Time off: Bella Hadid uploaded a post to her main Instagram page this Thursday for the first time since January 5

During her caption Bella dished: ‘The memories and fortune I came back with are pure wisdom, a closer relationship with myself & my spirituality, a sense of self-love that I have always lacked , a few great friends, and these books that saw me through. I found myself, my strength and my light again.’

The sizzling sensation wrote: ‘I am only here to be an instrument of peace & love to help people that suffer and hopefully the world, in time…’

Bella, whose big sister is Gigi Hadid, wrote: ‘Thank you to my angels who have supported and have continued to love me , for me. You saved me.’

Her Instagram post included some religious artwork as well as a picture showing piles of some of her books in front of the fireplace.

Candor: The 24-year-old wrote: 'I took some time away to reflect and learn about myself in a way that would be too much to explain at the moment , but with time I will express'

Candor: The 24-year-old wrote: ‘I took some time away to reflect and learn about myself in a way that would be too much to explain at the moment , but with time I will express’

'It's worth it to get to your full potential': At the end of a lengthy caption about her off-time she wrote: 'Take time to get help for your mental health'

‘It’s worth it to get to your full potential’: At the end of a lengthy caption about her off-time she wrote: ‘Take time to get help for your mental health’

The books included The 11 Karmic Spaces by the late Ma Jaya whose Kashi Ashram has denied allegations of abuse by former members, the Miami New Times reported.

After Ma Jaya died her daughter claimed that when she was 14 an adult male member of the religious group raped her multiple times at her mother’s instruction.

Bella’s booklist also included The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran, Create Your Own Calm by Meera Lee Patel and I Thought It Was Just Me (But It Isn’t) by Brene Brown.

Her new Instagram photo album indicated that during her time off from social media she also kept herself entertained with a CD player and some colored pencils.

Literary maven: Her Instagram post included some religious artwork as well as a picture showing piles of some of her books in front of the fireplace

Literary maven: Her Instagram post included some religious artwork as well as a picture showing piles of some of her books in front of the fireplace

Off they go: Bella included a photograph of herself running cheerfully through a meadow hand in hand with another woman whose face was not visible

Off they go: Bella included a photograph of herself running cheerfully through a meadow hand in hand with another woman whose face was not visible

A couple of pictures also showed crystals – which is an enthusiasm shared by Bella’s fellow spiritual celebrity Spencer Pratt.

Bella included a photograph of herself running cheerfully through a meadow hand in hand with another woman whose face was not visible.

She enjoyed some animal company as well during her social media hiatus, including with a bit of horseback riding and some time spent with a cat.

Gigi welcomed a baby daughter four months ago with her on-again beau Zayn Malik and this Thursday finally revealed that the little girl’s name is Khai.

Such fun: Her new Instagram photo album indicated that during her time off from social media she also kept herself entertained with a CD player and some colored pencils

Such fun: Her new Instagram photo album indicated that during her time off from social media she also kept herself entertained with a CD player and some colored pencils

All that glitters: A couple of pictures also showed crystals - which is an enthusiasm shared by Bella's fellow spiritual celebrity Spencer Pratt

All that glitters: A couple of pictures also showed crystals – which is an enthusiasm shared by Bella’s fellow spiritual celebrity Spencer Pratt

In her shadow: She enjoyed some animal company as well during her social media hiatus, including with a bit of horseback riding and some time spent with a cat

In her shadow: She enjoyed some animal company as well during her social media hiatus, including with a bit of horseback riding and some time spent with a cat