TEEN Mom OG’s grieving Mackenzie McKee laid bare her grief over her mom’s passing as she admitted she feels “paralyzed” by her death.
The MTV alum lost parent Angie Douthit, aged 50, in December after her two year battle with cancer.
Mackenzie, 25, posted a hugely emotional tribute on what would have been Angie’s 51st birthday and told how she “just wants her back”.
In a new preview clip of Teen Mom OG, the young mom opened up on her sheer pain and told how she was finding dealing with the death trickier each day.
She confessed: “Losing my mom is one of the hardest things I’ve ever been through in my life,”
“We’ll [all] be fine. Then something small will remind us …
“The last person I got my toenails done with was my mom.
“That’s what we always did together and everyone says that it gets easier, and it just seems to be getting harder every single day.”
Mackenzie, who is leaning on husband Josh for support, added: “It hurts so bad.
“Some days I just don’t even know what to do with the amount of pain.
“Some days I feel paralyzed, where I can’t even get out of bed and move and I am not OK.”
Recently the mom of four was seen crying on Teen Mom OG while breaking the news to her kids that grandma was “never coming home” from the hospital.
In the scenes, which were filmed before Angie’s death, she emotionally prepared her kids for the tragedy.
“Nanny’s not going to get to come home from the hospital, OK?” Mackenzie told her son Gannon.
When he asked if she’ll “never, ever, ever” get to leave, she explained that this was the end for grandma.
“I think it’s time for her to go to heaven,” the tearful reality star said.